I’m so full right now.
I just left a workshop facilitation training at Life in 10 Minutes taught by Valley Haggard.
I got to hold space with people who are eager to give of themselves.
I was challenged to be a stronger listener.
I thought I knew how to listen but now I can see where the holes are and with time, they will be filled.
I now know if I had tried to teach before, I would have walked in with many more blindspots.
I come away from the workshop believing artists feed one another and grow together, especially if we are creating in service to others.
I knew I needed the education but I didn’t know I was going to be gifted with the breadth of wisdom that the room gave me today.
It is incredibly satisfying to leave an experience with questions answered I didn’t know I had when I walked in.
I am not as scared of what comes next even as my heart predictably races and doubt threatens to creep to the surface.
I am not living this life or challenging myself to teach and participate in the healing of the fresh and decaying wounds of my future students so I can be settled and silent.
I am not sure what good I would be then.
Never stirring this soul of mine up.